Portrait of Jesus by Akiane Kramarik (c) 2003
Confirmed by Colton Burpo circa 2005
I Am
A. D. 2025
VOLUME 14, Letters 932
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Letter 932
The End of A. D. 2024
The Beginning of A. D. 2025
2024-12-31
2025-01-01
Dear Yeshua,
Wednesday, 1 January 2025, 6:20AM
I am writing this Letter on 1 January 2025. It was supposed to be the final Letter of the year, which was last year 2024.
But I am writing it one day late, on the first day of 2025. So, this Letter will then serve two functions simultaneously - the End of Year Letter of A. D. 2024, and the First letter of the New Year A. D. 2025.
This last year saw what was the most important thing to occur in the last 4 years, that being the election of President Donald Trump to his second term in office.
This year will see the most important thing to occur in 2025, the inauguration 19 days from now of President Trump as the 47th President of the United States..
It is my hope that the war against the Bill of Rights and the American People waged by outgoing President Joe Biden will be terminated and replaced by the restoration and preservation of all rights to the American People, especially 2nd Amendment rights.
If President Trump is good for his word, this will happen.
This will also happen because Jesus is ALWAYS GOOD for His Word. But He seeks men who will agree with Him to do His will.
Meanwhile, here in the State of Washington, We The People are still under attack by the Democratic party.
I am reminded of the end of the story in The Lord Of The Rings saga, in which Frodo and Company return to the Shire, only to find the Wizard Saruman has taken over as a Crime Boss named “Sharkey”.
Frodo then is compelled to raise up a Militia from his own countrymen in order to overthrow Sharkey and his gang.
It is my own hope the same thing will happen here in Washington State. I hope that We The People will see how the Democrats are systematically eroding personal Freedom and Liberty by passing laws which are themselves illegal, being explicitly unconstitutional.
And it is my hope that Jesus will raise up His own Militia of Prayer Warriors from within “We The People” in order to overthrow the “Sharkeys” who hold political office, and to utterly destroy all their works.
Amen.
Many Blessings, and Much Shalom…
R. C. Theophilus
Letter 933
The Suffering of (M)
2025-03-05
Dear Yeshua,
Tuesday, 5 March 2025, 6:41 AM
Below is an edited version of an email exchange which I had with (CB59).
BEGIN EMAIL EXCHANGE:
(…)
Yahweh Is Glorified
Sent with Proton Mail secure email.
------- Forwarded Message -------
From: (CB59)
Date: On Monday, March 3rd, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Subject: Re: The 4th Fall in 12 Months
To: (RC THEOPHILUS)
It is good that you wrote me. I have been asking The Lord the same things, why? It is not wrong to cry out. Even Jesus did this on the cross. Pain and anguish He understands. It is a human emotion.
Is it possible you could inquire of hospice for help around the house?
Soli Deo gloria,
(…)
From: (RC THEOPHILUS)
On Mon, Mar 3, 2025 at 5:00 PM, (RC THEOPHILUS) wrote:
Well,
Today at about 3:20PM, (M) fell backwards, away from her walker.
She did not get hurt, but we did need to call the EMTs to get her back on her feet.
(M) was standing at my right side with her walker in front of her. She had just gotten up from her chair, so that I could help get (her) to the bathroom.
I was standing right next to her, bending over, looking to my left, trying to keep Pepper dog from getting underfoot.
The next thing I hear is (M) yelling.
I turned and (upon seeing her start to slowly fall backwards) tried to get her to fall back into her chair, but she landed to the side of it.
We were both surprised and bewildered.
Now, I am mostly at peace about the whole thing, but I do have those moments where I am wondering where the Lord is in all of this.
We have plenty of angel help in the house.
And, I could tell that they were directing her fall, and providing cushion.
But why did the angels (by order of King Jesus) not prevent it altogether? (which I could ask about the previous three times in the last 12 months in which she fell to the floor.)
But, (here I must pause), “why O Lord?”
I know that when the EMTs get here, any that are in need of deliverance are delivered, one way or another.
And, the last time (M) fell over, the Lord said it was to “strengthen her faith”.
This time, the Lord specified that I write this email to you about this event.
So, here it is.
P. S. I am a little worried about calling the EMTs so often. I called the Fire District and asked if there was a limit to how many calls one could make before incurring any charges. I was informed that there was no limit.
(…)
Yahweh Is Glorified
END EMAIL EXCHANGE.
Over the years since our marriage, (M) has had a multitude of medical problems. Add to that the aging factor (she is now over 70 years), and those things are compounded.
In November of last year, (M) spent about two weeks in the hospital due to a cold virus. While being tested for lung capacity through an internal digital scan of her organs, a cancerous tumor was discovered on one of her kidneys.
She will undergo a biopsy in a few weeks to confirm, but the early diagnosis was that it is terminal.
This knowledge has produced a certain amount of stress, both of which have become more or less latent since the first diagnosis. But they are still there.
Many Blessings, and Much Shalom…
R. C. Theophilus
Letter 934
In The Valley of The Shadow of Death
(Yet We Will Fear No Evil, For Though Art With Us)
2025-04-18
Dear Yeshua,
Good Friday, 18 April 2025, 8:26AM
Today, as I write this Letter, the Church is celebrating Good Friday. This is the day that is recognized in the Church as the beginning of the crucifixion of Christ Jesus for the sins of the world, for the salvation of the Lost, and for the destruction of all the works of the Devil.
It is also a day that continues to be what has become a journey for my wife (M) and me through the “valley of the shadow of death” (see Psalm 23:4).
Please permit me to explain.
One day in November of last year (2024), about two weeks before the Thanksgiving Holiday, and right after (M) woke up for the day, she began to have trouble breathing. At some point she realized that she needed emergency medical treatment.
So I took her to the nearest hospital ER for help. After (M) was admitted, the local hospital determined that more in-depth testing was required, and had (M) transferred to another hospital, about 25 miles away.
After arriving and being admitted at the second hospital, (M) had several tests and x-ray scans performed. It was during one of the CAT scans of her body that the doctors discovered a cancerous tumor on one of her kidneys.
(M) spent about a week at the second hospital, after which she was discharged with instructions to follow up with her family doctor and an oncology specialist.
Later on (M) saw the oncologist who recommended a biopsy to confirm whether the tumor was malignant. This procedure is scheduled for next week, after having been delayed several times..
While all this was going on, it became clear that (M) could no longer use the water bed safely. She had gotten too weak to get out of bed, not having the strength in her arms to push enough against the mattress, which by nature would give way a certain amount due to the internal water movement. The last time she slept the water bed, we had to call the fire department to help get her out of bed.
At that point, we knew we had to replace the water bed with a more conventional bed. We settled on a Tempur-pedic with motorized head and foot elevation controls. But, it would take almost a month for the new bed to arrive.
In the meanwhile, I had to dismantle the water bed and clean up the bedroom to make way for the new bed. But this meant that (M) had to spend both day and night, for that many weeks, sitting and sleeping in her “Cat-napper” TV chair.
This new arrangement put a lot of additional stress on (M)’s heart. Because of this, she started to gain weight in the form of water retention.
Then, one day, she got up from her chair, but fell back into it, not being able to stand. We called 911 again, and she was taken to the same “second hospital” mentioned above.
This time, (M) was diagnosed with congestive heart failure. And while being treated for water retention, close to 50 pounds of water weight was expelled from her body.
(M) spent about a week in “the second” hospital. During this time, the new bed was delivered, and I was able to install various upgrades, such as grab bars, so that by the time (M) returned home, her new bed and a clean bedroom was ready for her.
During his time, I requested prayer from various sources, Church family members who knew me, and who I trusted with confidential information. And I can tell that the prayers of these Saints have availed much.
(M) and I are still in the Valley of the Shadow of Death. On one side is a mountain called “The Fear of Cancer”. On the other side is a mountain called “The Fear of Heart Failure”.
Both of these mountains will lead to death if one remains in the Valley of their Shadows.
But I have heard it said from more than one source that if you are “going through hell, keep going”.
Jesus is with is in this Death Valley. He is Happy to be here, and He makes us Happy to be with Him.
So, there really is no problem. With Jesus, the Valley of Shadows is transformed to a “Happy Valley”.
And, as Americans, (M) and I have been guaranteed the right to pursue the Happiness of Christ wherever Jesus is. After all He is the “I AM”, all the time, every where.
Therefore, “He Is”, here and now.
I guess I should find a table, a plate, and some cutlery, so that Jesus, (M), and I can break bread together in the presence of two such formidable enemies; for it is written:
The Book of Psalms
Chapter 23
Verse 5
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
Many Blessings, and Much Shalom…
R. C. Theophilus
Letter 935
An Exception To Romeo 3
2025-07-26
Dear Yeshua,
Saturday, 26 July 2025, 6:34 AM
My wife (M) has been in the Hospital now for over 1 month. This was due to her falling and getting hurt in the bathroom on Wednesday, 25 June.
After calling 911 for emergency assistance, it was decided that the best course of action was to have (M) taken to the nearest Hospital (G32).
Except for yesterday**, I have been visiting (M) daily in the hospital ever since she was admitted.
But during all this time, I have also been witness to the Lord removing elements of HR from the Hospital.
About 2 days ago, the Lord Holy Spirit informed angel Gabe, who in turn informed me, that the Lord had given an Ultimatum to all of HR who had been assigned to (G32) from its inception.
They could either be sent to the Pit, or leave the Hospital and never return.
They chose the latter.
Now, the only remaining evil spirits present at (G32) are the ones who are brought in with the workers, patients, and visitors. And they leave the premises whenever the humans they are attached to leave.
This seems to be an exception to the usual application of Romeo-3 (Rule of Engagement #3) to such scenarios.
Normally, after I encounter an evil spirit(s), they are then sent directly to the Pit, automatically.
I can only surmise that the Lord has His own purpose for this. And, as I write this Letter, He assures me that this is an exception. Rule of Engagement #3 will continue to be applied as it has been. Thank You Jesus.
** The traffic on the freeway made access to the Hospital virtually impossible. I spent nearly one hour creeping along the road at less than 10 MPH. And, I had our little dog Pepper with me in her kennel, so she could visit with her Mom. But the time waiting in the car became too great for my disabilities to handle. And I was unsure of how long Pepper could last in her kennel without a potty break. So I had to make a decision to bypass the off-ramp so that I could find a place to turn around and go back home.
P. S. I will say that this exception puzzles me. Why send a bunch of evil spirits back out into “the wild” as it were? Why not just invoke R-3 and send them directly to the Pit like normal? But the Lord knows what He is doing, considering He gets His marching orders directly from God. See John 16:13-15.
Many Blessings, and Much Shalom…
R. C. Theophilus
Letter 936
Our Most Excellent Trial And Journey
Through The Valley of The Shadow of Death
“When You’re Going Through Hell, Keep Going”
2025-12-18
Dear Yeshua,
Monday, 3 November 2025, 5:37AM
One year ago this month, my wife (M) became hospitalized. And for the next year up until now, she has spent most of this time at a medical facility.
Please permit me to explain.
Wednesday, 17 December 2025, 5:52AM
Below is a redacted Letter I wrote to (M) and myself explaining what has taken place since the Fall of 2024.
BEGIN LETTER:
7 December 2025
Dear Beloved Wife (M),
Here is an historical list of what has happened to us up until now, as we walked together with Jesus through the Valley of The Shadow of Death.
1) Oct 2024: It became increasingly more and more difficult for you to get out of the water bed. At one point you spent two days and three nights in bed. We then called for the Fire Department to help get you out of bed.
2) Nov 2024: One day you said that it was hard for you to breathe, and needed to go to the hospital. I took you to (G32) ER. They did not have the right equipment do to a CT scan, so they sent you to (G6) Hospital. You spent about 2 weeks at (G6). It was then that they discovered a cancerous tumor on one of your kidneys, which was later diagnosed as malignant, but inoperable due to your other conditions. At this time you were still able to walk with the walker and get in and out of the car.
3) Jan-Feb 2025: After coming home from (G6) in November, you spent many days and nights in your TV chair. In late January I started to dismantle the water bed. At the same time we ordered a new bed from Costco. This is when you started to retain water in your legs. At one point you were not able to stand very well, so we called emergency services, and they took you to (G6) again. You stayed about 2-3 weeks. They removed about 50 lbs. of water. It was also then that you were diagnosed with congestive heart failure. (This was in addition to the Arterial Fibrillation disease you already had.)
The new bed was delivered and set up while you were at (G6). After getting back home, you were still able to get out of bed, with my help, and use the walker to get to the bathroom and the TV room. I would walk behind you holding on to your gait-belt to provide stability.
4) 25 June 2025: It was on this day that you fell in the bathroom against the bathtub and really got bruised pretty badly. We determined the best course of action was for the EMTs to transport you to (G32) Hospital.
5) Jun-Aug 2025: You were a patient at (G32) for 6 weeks. During this time you seemed to improve. However, the staff at (G32) “dropped” you at least three times. The second time you were hurt pretty bad. This extended your stay by about two weeks. For some reason you began to hallucinate(**note) at (G32). The hallucinations continued after you returned home in August.
6) August 2025: You came home from (G32) around the first of August.. The transport driver was able to help me get you into your TV chair. I figured that you would be able to walk with the walker back to your bed after resting. But after about an hour, with you still in a hallucinatory state, you tried to get out of your TV chair without my help. I found you sort of sitting half way, about to fall down to the floor. I called 911 for help in getting you to your bed. But when the EMTs arrived, the EMT Leader determined that you needed to go the ER. So, they took you back to (G6) ER. The ER doctors determined that you could go back home. This time, there were 2 Patient Transport Technicians. They were able to help get you into your bed. Later after I went to sleep, I heard you yelling my name. I got up and found you trying to get out of bed, with your legs dangling off of one side of the bed. I was able to get you back into bed. You said that you were trying to get up and go the bathroom.
Since coming home from (G32), you have not been able to stand and walk, even with a walker, though you did stand twice at home at the side of the bed, and a few times at the nursing homes).
7) September 2025: At the end of August and into September you were still hallucinating off and on. This, along with other issues, prompted us to call the Emergency Nurse line on the back of your Medicare Supplemental Insurance card, which we did on Saturday, 13 September. After asking a bunch of questions, the Nurse said that you should be seen by a doctor within the next 24 hours. So, the next day, we called once again for emergency services to take you back to (G6). This time you stayed less than a week. The Social Worker referred you to a nursing home (G33), so that you could receive physical therapy in the hopes of helping you to regain the strength needed to walk with a walker. After about 2 weeks, we decided to try to move you to a nursing home closer to home. We found one in (L11), and on the 9th of October you moved to (G34). It was here that one of the physical therapists diagnosed that you could not walk due to crippling arthritis in both of your knees.
(G34) is where you stayed until you returned home on Sunday, 30 November 2025.
(**Note) We learned that one of the medications you were given at (G32) could cause hallucinations, as well as urinary tract infections. You had both.
END LETTER.
Many Blessings, and Much Shalom…
R. C. Theophilus
Letter 937
The End of A.D. 2025
2025-12-30
Dear Yeshua,
Sunday, 28 December 2025, 7:13AM
This morning the Lord Holy Spirit has been gently moving me to write this Letter as the final Letter of A.D. 2025. Therefore, I ask for His help to be able to write the things which He desires.
Ever since the events in Letter 750 (also 750a), my energy levels have been low, while my pain levels have been high. This has made it difficult for me to process data in my mind and then document that data into written format.
One can see the result of this in how many posted Letters there are in A.D. 2019 and in each successive year thereafter.
Volume 9 (A.D. 2019) contains 123 Letters. Volume 10 has 54 Letters. V11 has 61 Letters, V12 has 50 Letters, V13 has 19 Letters. V14 has 16 Letters, and Volume 15, this Volume, has only 6 Letters, including this one - Letter 937.
But even though I was not able to write very much, I did what I had the strength to do, which was to audio record events, dreams and visions as they occurred. In my audio folder for 2024 there are 56 recordings which can be transcribed into Letters. And in the 2025 folder there are 34 recordings.
To me, A.D. 2025 has been a continuation of events which began in A.D. 2024. This is made evident in how I wrote the final Letter of 2024 (L931), and the first letter of 2025 (L932). They are exactly the same Letter.
This may also have something to do with the fact that A.D. 2024-2025 is the two year period in which there are no congressional elections. But A.D. 2026 is the year in which there are what is called the “mid-terms”. These are the federal congressional elections which occur in the middle of any given four-year presidential term.
But now I return to the trauma which life on earth brought to my wife (M) and me. I have already documented some of these events previously in Volume 15.
In the early part of this year and into August I wanted to blame God for all the “accidental tragedies” which led to (M)’s increasing injuries. After all, isn’t this what Reformed Theology would want to teach? And some of this teaching I still remember from my earlier days of studying with R. C. Sproul and other of his peers. Add to that that I am by trade an Operating Engineer, and I tend to want to see life in a “cause and effect, repair what is broken” and “preventive maintenance” manner.
But sometime in August, the Lord Holy Spirit began helping me to become resigned to the fact that The Almighty One alone is omniscient, and if He wanted me to know something, then He would teach me in His Word concerning the matter.
From this “end-of-year” perspective it really seems evident that the help (M) and I received from the Lord came as a direct result of all the prayers and emails from those Faithful Saints who rose up in answer to my call for help in the hour of our need.
I think it was (and still is) the Lord’s answering their prayers for (M) and me that provided the needed spiritual resources to overcome the Fear of Evil while we were traveling through the Valley of The Shadow of Death. For this I will continue to owe these Brothers & Sisters (MM, NM, BJ, CJ, DW, JW, ME, MH, PH, and others) a supreme debt of Gratitude.
Most of all I am grateful to Jesus. Without Him, none of this matters. But with Him, all of this matters.
P. S. There are other things which were accomplished because of (M)’s many visits to medical facilities. Mainly, the displacement of evil spirits with the Word of God at the various hospitals, clinics, and nursing homes (M) resided at during the course of the year. Of these things I was both a participant thereof and witness thereto.
Many Blessings and Much Shalom,,,
R. C. Theophilus
THIS MARKS THE END OF VOLUME 15 YEAR A.D. 2025
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~YHWH~